After talking with Rachel and Mistress Gina I realised that I had made my mind up but it was with some trepidation that I sat down at my little desk in my office and draughted a letter to Mistress Ruth.
I was always a bit of an effiminate type but resisted the urge to dress up until recently in my late 30's. I had married and been through a divorce as my wife knew all along that i would rather be a girl than her husband. So when Danni came along I realised that I was ready for a perfect relationship. One where she controlled me and made me her sissy slut.
Oh God. What have I gotten into? I tried talking to her, she whipped my ass hard, and now I’m gagged. I’m stuck chained in doggy position. This can’t be happening. The car crash must have knocked me unconscious, and I dreamed about the beautiful girl Evie. Why has it turned into a nightmare? Wake up.
The Tattoo shop was close enough to campus that Brandon needed to worry about who might see him in there, but he was still anxious to go. He was a 'nervous' type of anxious because he really had no idea what Heidi had planned ... a Tattoo? a Piercing? She had teased him about many things. She was capable of anything. Brandon was also the 'desperate' type of anxious to get to the tattoo shop because he hoped that Heidi would take off the little 'addition' that she made to his uniform this morning.
In snow wrecked part 1. Tom crashes his car, and gets his phone filled with snow so it will not work. Walking to find help he is picked up by Evie who he was very attracted to, and she flirts with him. She calls him a tow truck while he takes a shower to warm up. After the shower Tom begins to make out with Evie, but just as he discovered she had a cock encased in a chastity belt the drug she had placed in his coffee took effect. Now for part 2.
Ruth unlocked the car and popped the boot, handing me the keys she said "Once you've put your suitcase away get in and follow the sat-nav to our destination." With that she got in the back of the car on the passenger side.
"This were a bed but cold to sleep so soundly.”
~ The Taming of the Shrew
“The Funding for America’s Resurgent Technology bill will guarantee tens of thousands of high-tech American jobs for the foreseeable future, and is not limited to Arrow Precision Technologies; its critics want to see these jobs shipped overseas.” That was the Leader of the House speaking earlier today on national radio. This is KDNS, broadcasting on 106.9FM…”
Snow. I hate snow as I lived in the North for many years and decided to move away from the mess it creates. If I had still lived in the North my reflexes may have saved me, but I’m not sure. Driving through the mountains on a back road at night I was going slow, but when the deer appeared in my field of vision I hit the brakes to hard anyway. Stupid. Before I can react I’m slammed against my seat belt, at least the air bag didn’t go off. Once I can think again I realized the car has skidded into a ditch filled with snow. The engine sputtered to a stop.
"Thy gown? Why, ay. Come, tailor, let us see’t.
O mercy, God, what masquing stuff is here?
What’s this? A sleeve? ‘Tis like a demi-cannon.
What, up and down carv’d like an apple-tart?
Here’s snip and nip and cut and slish and slash,
Like to a censer in a barber’s shop.
Why, what a’ devil’s name, tailor, call’st thou this?”
~ The Taming of the Shrew
The prospect of having a lover is making me reflective, Diary. Making me think about who I am and what I've become. I used to be a boy but now it wouldn't even occur to me to put on a pair of pants. Any woman would have several pairs of pants in her wardrobe, but not a sissy. Skirts and dresses exclusively for me. Appearing in public without my makeup, without my hairdo in perfect order? Not a chance. So what does it mean to be turned into a housebroken sissy? What have I allowed to happen?
I finally said it, Diary. I have started dreaming of being a girl, all the way down into my panties. I know there are surgeries that can accomplish this for me. I also know the process is hideously expensive. I've been trying to think of a way to introduce the subject to my wife, but I'm terribly nervous about this. I have reason to believe that she and the ladies of her bridge club like me as I am. A Housebroken sissy whose humiliation can entertain them when they hold their gatherings.
Unless you've been feminized by dominating women, you probably can't imagine how charged with sexual tension the experience can be. Try to imagine being forced to abandon the gender of your birth and to embrace femininity, to learn to be a girl and then learn to love it. Add to this the fact that sissies are commonly denied any form of sexual release for long intervals and you might begin to understand how the body becomes a type of capacitor storing its absolute maximum voltage but ready to discharge it in a millisecond in a white-hot plasma arc louder than a pistol report.
The bridge party that night took an unexpected turn. They used the stocks again to shave me - nothing out of the ordinary so far. Except this time I was able to appreciate how ingenious they were. Two pieces, one for the neck and wrists, one for the ankles. Lightweight, highly portable. Made to be fastened to any bed. Then I was dressed in women's intimate apparel, and taken downstairs and restrained in a chair, exactly as expected. Olivia set my hair in rollers while Agnes applied my makeup. Still following the script. I wouldn't admit it, but I liked this part.
I could hear them arriving, just fashionably late. The ladies of my wife's bridge club. I was upstairs in my bubble bath, lavender-scented this night. I knew exactly what to expect. They would gossip and enjoy a glass of wine and eventually, two or three of them would be selected to come up here and dress me. But first I would be shaved and powdered. And probably milked at least once. Then I would be dressed in lingerie that afforded not a shred of modesty, taken downstairs and secured in a chair to have my hair and makeup done.
I had not seen my sister for a number of years. Sally was the brainy one me, well I wanted to be a dancer.
When it came to college I Skipped thinking I could make it on my own and joined a burlesque troupe. That didn’t last long but having broke away form home and the way I did it, well months rolled by and I just never got back in touch. I would find more work wouldn’t I, sure I would??
At the far end of a dining room, secured to the wall by a chain connected to my steel collar a fine chain connecting my pierced nipples and clit tugs tight.
My tongue and jaw sore, from servicing the female guests, the laughter dies down and has they begin their meal I crumple to the floor. Lonely tears roll down my cheeks as my thoughts turn to how I came to this.
On my hands and knees, naked, wrists and ankles secured in the leather cuffs of the manacles with my back pressed up against the roof of the restrictive confines of the punishment cage I whimper into my gag from the stinging welts on my bottom.
My hair dangles over my face has I gaze at my tits gently wobbling with each breathe then beyond to the tiny bud of a cock and my smooth crotch where my hefty meat and balls once hung.
"What’s to come is still unsure:
In delay there lies no plenty;
Then come kiss me, sweet and twenty,
Youth’s a stuff will not endure.”
~ Twelfth Night
“I tried to call you: to tell you not to come. There’s someone outside. He set off the alarms. I was afraid for you, and when I heard you arrive, and then you took forever to open the door... I thought… oh thank goodness you’re both safe. The police will be here soon. Come in and get warm.”
HOW did it ever get this far? I’m actually serving as a hostess at my wife Janet’s bridge party ! A hostess, moreover, dressed as a maid, which is what I became six months ago - my own wife’s personal maid !
Another global struggle was being fought during the century leading up to the Bandwidth Wars. It was a much quieter struggle. It wasn't marked by burning cities and tens of millions of refugees. It didn't leave nightmarish photographs of mountains of mutilated corpses or prisoners being marched to their places of execution. Many around the globe ignored this quiet struggle. They discounted its significance, even joked about it, ridiculed it. But the warriors in this low-key conflict were persistent and devoted.
The Bandwidth Wars lasted nearly two decades. Who knew that with all the resources on planet Earth that were becoming scarce, it would be contention for rule of the electromagnetic spectrum that triggered the cataclysm that nearly brought about a return to the stone age? Not petroleum, not clean air and water, not even food (which was the odds-on favorite of bookmakers worldwide) but a resource that we had already learned to expand almost without limit. But could we agree to share it peacefully? Turn for your answer to the two billion who were butchered during the last 17 years.
Hilda was never unkind. She was never sarcastic, or even ironic. She was only cheerful and friendly, sharing gossip and amusing stories, making me smile and laugh, making me anticipate my visits to her salon chair more than anything else in this strange place. And today was no different. As soon as Mistress Madeline walked away, her tone became gentle and reassuring. "I watch you darling. I watch your reaction to that pretty girl in the mirror. She's who you want to be, who you were meant to be. And what's inside your panties is wrong for that girl, honey.
My entire body began to shake involuntarily at hearing Mistress Madeline's news, but the chair's restraints held me virtually motionless. Moreover, Hilda was putting the finishing touches on my eye makeup, and the eyeliner pencil was, in itself, a powerful incentive to remain calm and still. And before I could begin to utter verbal protests, Mistress Madeline was holding a ball gag in plain view, just above me. "You know better than to start being abusive or ill-mannered, dear. It just upsets everyone when a girl misbehaves. Don't think only of yourself, sugar.
It was certainly no surprise being strapped into the salon chair. This had been the standard procedure since I had been brought here more than six months ago. And for the last three months, I have had regular bi- weekly beauty salon appointments. And I knew the salon chair was articulated, capable of putting me in an upright seated posture or, by pressing a pedal at the base, a reclining posture that had me lying on my back, staring at the ceiling. My beautician, Hilda, liked to use the reclining posture to do my makeup.
Without breaking eye contact she reached behind my head and unbuckled the gag, slowly she pulled the ball from my mouth and I was struck with a sudden awareness of an ache from having my mouth held in one position for so long.
‘now’ she whispered a wry smile on her full red lips, ‘what’s it to be, an earth shattering orgasm or you commit to serve me?’ she asked her voice barley a whisper but her words rang around my head every one hammering home its message,
‘please --- please let me --- let me serve you’ I blurted out hardly able to contain my excitement.
It is hard to believe that half the semester is already over. The days seem to fly by now, they are so filled with things I have so come to enjoy. I LOVE dancing. I can’t even believe how much; I never would have believed it if someone had told me that I would be dancing ballet a few short months ago…
The camera shutter clicked, the only sound I could hear, I moved ever so slightly, as much as my tight bonds would allow, luxuriating in the feel of being so helplessly tied, I had lost all track of time the blindfold preventing me from seeing and the ball gag stopping all but the occasional grunt the repetitive clicking of the camera was my only link with reality.
I walk to the Arts and Music building in complete shock. What had seemed like the perfect solution to begin with once again has me reeling. I guess it is not fully agreed to until I talk to Rosalyn, but I don’t think it would be good for me to tell Professor Finkel ‘no’ after she has gone to this much trouble. My only hope is that Rosalyn will not be agreeable after she meets with me…
My life had been dramatically transformed since that fateful day when Viv caught me wearing her clothes, and I had to accept that there was no going back. I was caught in a trap from which there was no escape. My body had undergone irreversible changes turning me into a shemale. And I hated it! Now Viv had indicated that she and Richard were going to find customers for me, customers who would subject my body to further indignities.